Back to juicing

If I had written this post a few days ago when I had really wanted to (but couldn't find the time) it would have said something totally different.

Since getting off juicing... my "diet" plan has consisted of no limitations and no real structure. I haven't gone and eaten fried chicken and pigged out till I hated myself, but I haven't been watching and calculating calories or anything either. I feel like I've just been in limbo and I honestly hate it. I hate not moving towards my goal.... not moving at all.

My scale has gone up just a few pounds but its more than likely some water weight mixed with just junk from eating unhealthy lately. I just can't seem to get the kick in the pants I need to get motivated to do better. And then I get depressed.... its an awful feeling to be the only one who can help yourself and her you can't seem to do it

Until yesterday.... yesterday, I felt like I finally had my life settled enough to put the focus back on my health. It mostly came with the revelation that we have scheduled a family vacation to Disney world in November. I'm beyond excited... I mean, into another dimension of excitement that I just have no words for! I can't wait to see the look on my kid's faces when they experience the magic that only Disney can create.... did I mention I'm just a tad excited?

What I realized yesterday is I have about 3 months till our trip. The trip that we've been planning for a year is only 3 months away... 3 months! I'll have November weather on my side, so I won't die in the heat, but honestly, if I were to go today... I'm not in good shape. Let's just leave it at that.

And so, 3 months... that's my next goal. I want to be in the best possible shape for Disney that I can be.

Tomorrow I'm going to the grocery store and I'm going back to juicing. I have lots of cooking ideas for fresh veggies so I can get some 'real' food in my diet too. I've recently discovered an unknown love for zucchini. Healthy food. Healthy mindset. Healthy body.